you might wonder what's this. haha. well, i've taken this from the last chapter of New Moon,
Vote. only some part of it which i like because edward was already back. i mean, edward already back in some other chapters before this one but for me, this was the best chapter in this book since edward was suddenly gone.. from pages 85-92..

that was the saddest part! even you as a reader would really feel bad about his absence for bella but i quite don't like bella too when he has something on Jacob. haha. sorry for those Bella-Jacob lovers. Because for me it's like she's just using Jacob..you know.. and i hate to think that thing..:[
so now, here we go.. from this part, i really like it..
this is about Bella wanting to belong in Cullen family.. as a VAMPIRE. "You think he won't be able to find me?," I said flatly.
He was smug. "I'm sure of it. He relies totally on that other sense. When it doesn't work with you, they'll all be blind."
"And how does that solve anything?"
"Quite obviously, Alice will be able to tell when they're planning a visit, and I'll hide you. They'll be helpless," he said with fierce enjoyment. "It will be like looking for a piece of straw in a haystack!"
He and Emmett exchanged a glance and a smirk.
This made no sense. "But they can find you," I reminded him.
"And I can take care of myself."
Emmett laughed, and reached across table toward his brother, extending a fist.
"
Excellent plan, my brother," he said with enthusiasm.
Edward stretched out his arm to smack Emmett's fist with his own.
"No," Rosalie hissed.
"Absolutely not," I agreed.
"Nice." Jasper's voice was appreciative.
"Idiots," Alice muttered.
Esme just glared at Edward.
I straightened up in my chair, focusing. This was
my meeting.
"All right, then. Edward has offered an alternative for you to consider," I said coolly. "Let's vote."
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I was still grimacing at that when I looked at Esme.
"Ye, of course, Bella. I already think of you as part of my family."
"Thank you, Esme," I murmured as I turned toward Carlisle.
I was suddenly nervous, wishing I had asked for his vote first. I was sure that this was the vote that mattered most, the vote that counted more than any majority.
Carlisle wasn't looking at me.
"Edward," he said.
"No," Edward growled. His jaw was strained tight, his lips curled back from his teeth.
"It's the only way that makes sense," Carlisle insisted. "
You've chosen not to live without her, and that doesn't leave me a choice."
Edward dropped my hand, shoving away from the table. He stalked out of the room, snarling under his breath.
"I guess you know my vote." Carlisle sighed.
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"If you don't mind, I'd much rather you didn't hide your face. I've lived without it for as long as I can stand. Now.. tell me something."
"What?" I asked, unwilling.
"If you could have anything in the world, anything at all, what would it be?"
"I could fell the skepticism in my eyes. "
You."
He shook his head impatiently. "Something you don't already have."
I wasn't sure where he was trying to lead me, so I thought carefully before I answered. I came up with something that was both true, and also probably impossible.
"
I would want... Carlisle not to have to do it. I would want you to change me."
I watched his reaction warily, expecting more of the fury I'd seen at his house. I was surprised that his expression didn't change. It was still calculating, thoughtful.
"What would you be willing to trade for that?"
"Anything."
He smiled faintly, and then pursed his lips. "Five years?"
My face twisted into an expression somewhere between chagrin and horror.
"You said anything," he reminded me.
"Yes, but... you'll use the time to find a way out of it. I have to strike while the iron is hot. Besides, it's just too dangerous to be human-for me, at least. So, anything but
that."
He frowned. "Three years?"
"No!"
"Isn't it worth anything you at all?"
"Six months?"
He rolled his eyes. "Not good enough."
"One year, then," I said. "That's my limit."
"At least give me two."
"No way. Nineteen I'll do. But I'm not going anywhere
near twenty. If you're staying in your teens forever, then so am I."
"All right. Forget time limits. If you want me to be the one-then you'll just have to meet one condition."
"Condition? What condition?"
His eyes were cautious-he spoke slowly. "
Marry me first."
"Okay. What's the punch line?"
"You're wounding my ego, Bella. I just proposed to you, and you think it's a joke."
"Edward, please be serious."
"I am one hundred percent serious."
"Oh, c'mon. I'm only eighteen."
"
Well, I'm nearly a hundred and ten. It's time I settled down."
I like those lines that are bold. haha. then the last one which was italicized and bold, i dunno.. it seems like when you hear it from someone, you'll laugh at that person.