Sometimes I do not hesitate to neglect their feelings as long as my feelings does not get hurt.. I was selfish in a funny kind of way.. I'm a quiet girl who suddenly laughs hard in a dead silence. I laugh even though sometimes I hurt someones feelings and never really totally cared if he/she will hate me or not.. i am selfish, i am numb and insenisitive.. and now.. I realize that it si not all about me.. There were a lot of people surrounding me that i could hurt every time i'm just thinking of my self, my HAPPINESS. I thought what was important is that I am happy always, but now I realize that it is not all about my happiness nor my desires and satisfaction, nor my dreams and goals... it is not all about me.. I am not alone in this world.
Regrets? Indeed I have.. I wished that I have been more sensitive of my environment and how I affect the people surrounding me.. of how I can touch their lives and be of inspiration to them.. but all these regrets will stay as they are as long as I know.. for I know that I could not easily change things with just a snap of a finger.. if only I could go back to yesterday...
it is not all about me..
the world I have thought that I live does not rotate around the sun only for me, does not give rain only for me, and does not give life only for me.. it is not all about me.. life is not all about me.. I do not want to be alone.. i do not want things to be all about me.. i want to live not for myself.. and be alone
